Surviving

Did you enjoy the holidays? As the beginning of the new school year is upon us I’m looking back on the last five or six weeks and trying to work out the answer to that question.

I suppose the truth is that I haven’t quite retained the boundless optimism of the beginning of the holidays. I’ve also not sunk back into the hole! But as with many SEND parents (excepting those whose children suffer from anxiety) I’m going to be very grateful for the start of term.

So how did I get on? Here is my full-proof method for surviving the long holidays:

Have lovely friends and family. As I said before, we didn’t book any holiday away. In the first week the boys and I went to stay with Grandma and Grandad. And last week we landed on some super friends in Gloucestershire who gave us the run of their house while they were away. We had very few instructions apart from ‘feed the cats’ and ‘we’re not precious about anything in the house’. In other words, don’t worry too much if Pudding breaks anything! He had a super time, exploring a whole new house and garden and terrorising the cats (hope they’ve recovered) while we could relax

Respite.  We had five 6-hour days when Pudding was looked after by an experienced short breaks worker. I know I’m lucky to get this. Some families don’t. Dealing with a Pudding is exhausting at the best of times, let alone day in, day out for 6 weeks. But I do sometimes wonder if it is just me not being up to the job. So it was with a certain amount of satisfaction that I heard at pick up time ‘Oo, I’m ready for bed now!’ from someone else. These days allowed T and I to get up to adventures that Pudding just couldn’t have joined in – from making natural sculptures in the woods, to a full day out at Lightwater Valley. I found it a really relaxing break and T certainly appreciated not having his fun curtailed by his sibling.

Divide and Rule. Much as I would love to have picture-postcard, perfect family days out where we happily do a range of activities together….. Well, it’s just not possible. Pudding can’t run very far before getting tired, so often needs to go in his buggy. And even then, he complains more these days. So after a bit of an explore somewhere new, perhaps some football, he is ready to leave. There is no bargaining or bribery possible – the promise of an icecream if he waits patiently for a while means nothing to him. Which means that T is often dragged away from whatever he has set his heart on doing. The answer we’ve found, like many SEND families before us, is simply to split up. One parent supervises T, while the other gets the job of pushing the buggy round (or sitting in a cafe!). Not always ideal, but it works in a fashion.

Cut yourself some slack. TV. It’s been on far more than I ever would have thought my kind of parenting would allow. But hey, maybe I’m finally getting better at adjusting my expectations. I may not be a perfect parent, but Pudding doesn’t seem to be complaining. Well…not much anyway!

Now the only question is, how will I be spending the first day they’re back at school? I’d like to say taking a few deep breaths, drinking hot chocolate and relaxing in a nice bubble bath. But we’ve got workmen round drilling lots of holes in the walls, so maybe not.

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